This tells the story of why we're a society of obesity. The food industry wants us to continue buying their products and we happily oblige.
The Other Side of Two Hundred
Sunday, December 30, 2012
Day One
This tells the story of why we're a society of obesity. The food industry wants us to continue buying their products and we happily oblige.
December 30, 2012
My name is Rick and I weigh 287 pounds. I'm one of the sixty eight percent of Americans who is overweight or obese. Actually I'm on the high side of obese. I have a hard time saying that out loud, let alone writing it in a public forum. I'm not sure why because anyone who sees me knows I'm obese. I'm the one who has difficulty accepting it. I don't feel any different than when I was one hundred ninety pounds. Well, except for the back pain, sleep apnea, ankle problems, knee problems, and feeling like I'm a failure. Yep. I don't feel any different, until I look in the mirror or see a picture of myself.
My history with weight is probably not that different than anyone else. I started gaining weight when I was in the second grade. By the time I was in the fourth grade I was one hundred pounds. I hit the two hundred mark in high school. It hit 230 pounds before I took action.
I stopped drinking when I was twenty one and for the first time in my life I began taking care of myself. It was because I was learning to love myself I decided to take action. Looking back, it was amazing how easily the weight came off. I'm sure it didn't seem like it at the time, although there was a period of bulimia and anorexia in that time. I ended up losing eighty pounds in eighteen months. At my lowest, I was 150 pounds.
I maintained my weight within ten pounds for about five years. Then I quit smoking. I gained twenty pounds. A beloved dog died. I gained another thirty. For the next few years it was a gradual gain until I hit 250 pounds. I started Weight Watchers and lost fifteen, gained ten. Back and forth. Then I lost my job. I gained twenty. Then ten. Then five. Back and forth until my current weight.
In all that time I tried Slimfast, diet pills, bulimia, anorexia, low carb, no carb, vegan, Weight Watchers, South Beach, Adkins, you name it and I probably tried it. Each time I had little success followed by more gain.
Today I'm starting this blog to hold myself accountable. My plan is to blog every day to keep myself on track. I really need to succeed this time. I need to learn to love myself again. I'm told I'm worth it. I'm hoping to believe that soon.
Rick
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